Anyway, I hope you didn't get caught up in making new year's resolutions. I didn't. Making new year's resolution because they are pointless because if you desire to change your life, you will not wait until the beginning of a new year to change. You would just change. I am not an expert nor am I perfect. I'm learning how to change my life at the moment a thought enters my mind. It's not easy. I'm 31 years old and I'm not exactly stuck in my ways but I don't like change. Change isn't exactly good all the time especially when you can't see what the change will change. This is why I don't like change. You venture into the unknown and that's scary to me. Even losing weight scares me because I have no idea what I will look like when I finally drop all this weight. Yes, I was smaller before but not in my twenties and certainly not in my thirties.
When I was younger, around fifteen, I started to put on a lot of weight. Well, on several occasions, people, I have no clue who these people were, told me I look like Mrs. Piggy. You see, my nose was shaped a little weird and I have fat cheeks. Well, when I was gaining weight, my cheeks would smash my nose like a hot dog inside a bun. I've always been afraid to lose weight because of the unknown. I don't want to look like that again. Yes, I know that I'm all grown up and I probably won't look like Mrs. Piggy but I'm a little concerned. I could always get a nose job lol. Yeah right!